As Christians we should never become so comfortable in this world that we become stuck in a rut - so to speak. I often
wonder if some shouldn’t have asked the Lord if it was time they ‘moved on’ long ago.
One needs to stay flexible when following the Lord.
Soon after Christmas break...the principal asked for volunteers to transfer to another school
that had an over population of students in the third and fourth grades. The school in which I was teaching just opened for
the academic year and when the district re-zoned...it turned out the older school - a mile away - still had an ‘over
population’. As the principal was explaining that the district was asking for volunteers from this school to go to the
other school...the Holy Spirit started to deal with me to leave to go to the other school and take the third grade position
- this I did. After all, the whole class had raised their hands when asked if they wanted to be forgiven on sin and and trust
Jesus as their Savior - so - my mission was accomplished so to speak.
Thus within a week my class was being assigned to another teacher and her third grade classroom distributed among the other
classes.
Another teacher and I headed off to our new positions....
The problem at the older school was finding two more classroom spaces...which finally materialized after four weeks; meanwhile
I team taught with the Lead teacher. By the time it came for me to have my own classroom I had more than my share of willing
volunteers......
One little boy did not like to read and was not shy about letting me know it; he also did not want to do the rest of his
work. I more or less use the ‘positive behavior’ approach in the classroom...and when this little boy didn’t
get stickers like the rest for following directions it soon dawned on him that in order to get a sticker....he would have
to do as asked. Within two weeks he was down to business doing his work. One day as he took out a paper and placed his name
on the line he was just about to do a writing assignment and remarks, "I’m doing my work and I don’t know why!"
Well, I knew why, God’s wisdom and lots of prayer.
Just before I was assigned the students and the room, the Lead teacher was absent one day. Although I am fully certified.....the
Lead teacher still had to be assigned a substitute for the day; here I was, with a substitute in the room.. As she and I started
to talk I discovered she was a missionary to Mexico; she and her husband came back to the U.S.A. to work for awhile so they
could afford a new truck. As we talked she made me aware of a spiritual warfare front concerning some of the items the kids
thought popular in the area. This particular school had a lot of trouble discipline wise and there were very evident strong
holds. As the missionary and I conversed we decided that when we went out into the hallways we would pray that God would
be glorified and evil cohorts bound in Jesus name.
When we pray this way there are usually not any immediate outward - overt manifestations that take place, but later
the evidence became clear that God had changed the circumstances of this school. It left me amazed once again that what
we read in the Bible is true....God is at work just as He was in Jesus’ day if we dare to believe and let Him be God.
We need to take authority over evil and do as we were taught in Jesus’ name.
I praise God that He saw fit to call me to teach and to be a witness for Him in the classroom and among my colleages. Many
times someone has needed the Lord to move on their behalf or to hear of His love for them.
As I look back and see His faithfulness in taking me where He wanted me time and again, I see clearly that it is all Him
- from beginning to end. If we cooperate with the Holy Spirit He will accomplish through us His mighty works among men - for
His Own Glory.
I stayed in south Texas school districts another three years....then right before summer vacation the Lord spoke to me....to
change the direction of my life for awhile. Sometimes the Lord has to get you going in one direction to bring you ‘out’....His
ways are never our ways....His thoughts are much, much higher than ours.
I was obedient to not sign a contract for the following year. I wanted to go on to school, may be seminary.....but no,
God had another plan - one that took ‘me’ out of the picture so to speak. It turned out that I was to take a year
off and do what I preceived as ‘nothing’.
I was always busy...busy....busy...so this revelation from God that I was to do ‘nothing’ was a scary thing
to me. One day...sitting in a local restaurant soon after He directed me not to sign the contract...God spoke to me to
go to a particular church that Sunday. I usually went to another church, but God was directing me to a
church I had never been to before. I had never been to this church, it wasn’t my denomination nor was it one that
held an interest for me. I walked into a rather large church the next Sunday and sat down; it was announced
that a visiting minister would be preaching this Sunday...a former president of Moody Bible college. His sermon was from Leviticus
25 and his points were : Liberation - Restoration - Rest. I had no pencil - no paper...so I pulled out a card and borrowed
a pen from a lady sitting next to me and wrote the three points down - and gave the pen back; I knew God wanted me to
listen not write.
I heard every word the man said, but God used the three points of the sermon the next year and following the following
year to teach me and to take me to depths of knowledge that I was unaware existed. One cannot assume as a Christian that they
have all the answers just because they have been through a lot of experiences and graduated from Bible college. In our daily
routine of living we can think that we are learning and take sufficent time to know God, to talk to Him, and most importantly
to listen to Him; but, we are gravely mistaken. There will come a time in each Christian's life that God will set them aside
to learn of Him in a deeper way than they could ever imagine. This time off from teaching was one of the hardest years of
my life. It wasn’t until I came through to the other side that I could clearly see it was God teaching me and accomplishing
more in others lives - in less time than if I had been ‘out there’ trying to help Him.
At first I found this time off difficult...it was like trying to get a little kid to sit still on the sofa for a long duration
and have them try every once in awhile start to get down and go about playing....I felt like that...each time I wanted to
‘get off the sofa’ - God would direct me right back to sit down.
He made it plain to me that my job was to focus on Him and pray at least eight hours a day...until He said stop. This went
on for months and months and months. I learned that we need to ‘die’. Die to our own ambitions, die to all
our good ideas, die to what we think we are and what we think we have accomplished. Die to what we think we know of God and
of how He thinks....and works. We need to die to self and let the Holy Spirit direct us in each and everything we do, say,
and think. AMEN
If we do not - we cannot be used of God to the fullest and He will not impart the revelation that we so think we
desire. Until we come to a place that we are nothing and He is everything we are only fooling ourselves and think more highly
than what we ought. Mistakes and utter foolishness are bound up in us ...if we think we can by-pass dying to self, dying to
what we ‘think’ we have all figured out.
Like I said before...this process will come to every Christian at sometime or another....
We lament some being put in prison or we ask why some Christians are sick...and not made well. We wonder where God is in
all of this and why He would allow this and that ‘bad’ thing to happen, but I am here to tell you ...He is in
the midst of it all and has His eye on them - He has never left and He will never forsake. He is only taking them to greater
revelation of Himself. No, I wasn’t sick and no, nothing seemingly bad happened to me during this time...but there have
been many that have realized ....that God breaks the bread to feed the multitudes....
About a half a year later......God brought some teenagers to our home to learn the Bible....from a High School AP History
class; they wanted to study ‘Bible’ and Bible they got for 12 months.
God has a multitude of ways to accomplish His works among men.
From here God directed me back to the University to pursue my administration certification. Another door opened that was
not planned on....
" If any man would come after me, let him deny himself,
and take up his cross and follow me."
Matthew 16: 24b
MKL